Sunday, June 29, 2008
EDITEDOh well, on a happier note, God spoke to Poiema through Aunty Patsy today. Thank You Lord or granting us clean hands and pure hearts! Help us to cling onto Your promise, and never let You go. Amen.
Dance went rather well, as a group, they looked pretty good. Just need to drill a bit more. I'm glad most of the youth were willing to join. Thank God really. Looks like He's started changing most of ou hearts already. =)
Also got a chance to teach the children in Agape after a month. I really miss them. Honestly touched by their sincerity and innocence. Also had another moment of "kids say the darndest things". Hah. Alicia claimed that her mother was "boss" of the family because her father tended to direct her to her mother when asking for permission. Lol.
It's going to be a hectic few months for sure. Can't say i'm prepared for it. This is definitely going to isolate me even more, since i'm already juggling my duties in a few ministries. I guess this year will be a time of testing of some sort. I hope i can cling on to God more than ever. I'm certainly thankful to Him for the break that he has given me. No dance this month, except for the worship week. This is due to the 2nd floor being under renovation, to join the offices of the Chinese and English side. Just another step to building a closer relationship with the Chinese congre =)
Definitely an exciting period of change coming up. I don't know why I foolishly thought that the changes would only take place last year. Now that I think about it, the period of change is probably going to be a few more years, i sense the pace picking up.
Speaking of changes, i'm thinking of moving to LJ. Just the need for... well, a change =) Still thinking about it, but i'll probably get round to doing it... someday. hah.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
frustrated.
trying to apologise, but it's so hard to
especially when the opportunies are taken away from me.
the more i'm afraid of what the outcome will be,
the more i'll try to avoid it.
but no, i must keep trying,
or the friendships i hope to grow, will be affected.
i'm trying to reach out and give in. but do you realise it?
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
I discovered a new webcomic-
garfield minus garfield. It really is quite hilarious, poor Jon looks like more of a nutcase than just a nerd now that garfield is taken away. Some of the strips don't make sense though..
Midterms are finally over, so i'm quite happy. I'm also excited for the Youth BB camp that's coming up next week, although i would be missing most of the action since i have to go and watch a King Lear production =( Still, better than nothing eh. And i do think the production will be worth the money and sacrifice. Sorry dear Ariel for leaving you at camp, but you'll be ok with sis and the other girls since you've befriended them last year already eh.
Watched Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull yesterday with the family to celebrate finishing the midterms. Wahaha. It was pretty good i must say, although the ending spoilt the movie. I'm not going to say why though, in case any of you out there intend to watch it. If you're really curious then just ask me personally. The movie had a foward moving pace though, such that i didn't feel the 2 hour length of the movie. It also managed to retain the Indiana Jones feeling or atmosphere, so i give it 3 out of 5 stars.
That's it for today's rambling i suppose. see y'all another time.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Hellooo little people, i'm back cos i've been tagged! so thanks
Joel Wong for keeping this blog alive!
1. Who are you chatting with now?:
Jia En and Joel Wong
2. What do you want the most now?:
BACKPACKING. who wants to join me??
3. What's going to happen tomorrow?:
study for lit paper on tues =S
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?:
no, definitely not.
5. When do you wish to die?:
i wouldn't know. dont exactly have tt wish popping up.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?:
I've seen many =)
7. What impossible things you would wish to do?:
Uh.. fly? Hah! I don't know. meet some of the jdrama stars i s'pose.
8. Do you believe in eternal love?:
God's love is eternal =)
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?:
No, don't think so.
10. Where is your favourite holiday destination?:
At the moment it's Australia.
11. Describe your other half.:
You mean my doppelganger?? She'd be scary and mean! o.O
12. What feelings do you hate the most?:
Lonliness
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?:
I try to, but i know i gotta try harder.
14. What're you looking forward to in the coming weeks?:
Youth-BB camp, the Quahes coming, HOLIDAYS
15. The most important thing in your life.:
God, Family, Friends
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?:
God, Family, Friends
17. Do you find life meaningless?:
Nah~ I live for God.
18. Have you ever loved someone?:
Meh, i love God, my family, and friends. tt's about it really.
19. List one thing that you're scared of.:
being alone in the dark. but im getting over tt.
20. What's your greatest wish?:
Right now, BACKPACKING.
21. What if one of your loves betrayed you?:
Loves?? tt makes me sound like a... nvrmind. i'm changing it to "loved ones". well, then i'll have to learn forgiveness innit.
Instructions: Remove 1 question from above and replace it with your own. Tag 7 people, list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatterbox that they've been tagged.
1.jiaen
2.lydia
3.fiona
4.and whoever else who still reads my blog since im too lazee to tag
5.
6.
7.
i'm breaking the rules and adding one more qns. HAH.
22. What is the one thing you'd never tell your parents?
my blog address!
